From the Brain of Matty

so ... (18.08.07 9:25 pm)

So it turns out Shell is pregnant. I can't work out how the weird counting thing goes, but I know it's way early again. Logically I know that we can't afford another one yet, and it'd be a major stress on our already stressful situation. Emotionally I don't want to lose another one. I know it's so early in the piece that anything could happen, even without us making a decision — which is kind of why part of me wishes I didn't know at all. But I have to know. And I have to be part of the decision. I just don't know what I want, or what I'd choose.

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